Someone once told me that a heart was just a heart?
Strange...but can a heart weep?
It pumps blood which floods every vessel that claims to be a vein.
Damn...vein...more like vane.
Love only seems to be taken in vane!
It's a life long journey, traversed by plenty but never know by any...truly.
We seek the love of an earthly form, not knowing, that that love has never left our sides
The catch...
It's not of this world
It! unfurls in forms we can't perceive, because... we choose not to see.
Catch my drift?
No, I figured.
Let me take you back to a time when my heart...was numb.
Belonging to much...much abundance, much hate, much lust....more details some other time!
Way back we were, we are, in a time like every moment which preceded this line.
Then, once was a moment of now, not now but then....get it?
I hope.
Well, here we are! You and I, but funny story, it's not about me.
It is, about all of us!
We were and are all bad people born into sin.
Love it or leave, take it or hate it but deal with it none the less.
Our life is not ours!
It belongs to god...wait GOD!
You know? The whole trinity thingy?
That christ guy, left behind a story, excerpted and misinterpreted by most.
Leaving fruitful breadcrumbs like Hansel n Grettile.
These crumbs, give birth to whom God longs for us to be.
And it's not you or I, but much more.
It, as in us, is love, compassion, and above all....an undying trust in he.
But..ha there is always a but...,
but you, but I...but but b b bah but until we squirm our way back to the point where we once were!
All we do is retrace our steps until we are so full from the crumbs we left behind.
Or shall I say...thought we left behind.
There is no future if we choose not to leave the present.
And the present isn't pleasant.
It is.....a weeping heart,
shedding tears until you chose to lose yourself in a world not of this world
-Niko